Thursday, March 21, 2013

The Hope of Spring

When my young energy was bountiful every room, nook and cranny received a deep cleaning during spring. With less energy and mobility, I made it a point to get the nursery together last weekend so I can start working on the yard - weeding, planting and trimming. I love being outside and this is just the therapy I need to start my third trimester. 
I've read that many women experience "nesting" right before going into labor. I am looking forward to feeling that bountiful energy so that I may clean, sterilize and organize like a champ.

Spring also brings the wonders of new life. It brings the promise of longer and brighter days, new fragrant blossoms, and it is the the time I celebrate the most important aspect of my faith; the resurrection of Jesus Christ and the celebration of His life and gift of eternal life to me. Did you know that rabbits are a powerful symbol of fertility and new life? That is why they are used to represent Easter but that is not the reason we celebrate Easter.

Scripture tells of Jesus Christ's death and his resurrection and how it symbolizes faith and hope in new life. Just as scripture tells us of the renewal Easter means in the Christian world, we can see evidence of it all round us as we celebrate this joyous season. 

Happy Easter!


 
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Wednesday, March 13, 2013

My Body is Being Invaded By...


Oh the Many Unpleasant Symptoms of Pregnancy! 
     
According to Wikipedia, a Geographic tongue is an inflammatory condition of the tongue affecting approximately 3% of as 2012. It is characterized by discolored regions of taste buds or sometimes even cracks in the surface of the tongue. The condition is usually chronic, and frequently manifests after eating any of a range of exacerbating foods, or during times of stress, illness, or hormonal surges mainly in women.

Foods that sometimes cause irritation, burning or slight swelling of the tongue include tomato, eggplant, walnuts, sharp cheeses, spicy foods, sour foods, mint, candy and citrus

Of all the symptoms of pregnancy, this one is not on the list. I developed it a few weeks ago and it continues to cause a burning sensation whenever I eat. I try to ignore the fact that my tongue looks like a road map of New York City and I continue to eat what I like which are all the aforementioned foods above however the burning sensation seems to be getting worse.  Although treatment is usually unnecessary, I believe I might have to find an antihistamine to try and relieve the burning.

If you are aware of the many symptoms of pregnancy, well, I’ve have and continue to experience many of them including: chronic back pain, an incessant urge to use the bathroom, bleeding gums, bloody nose, leg cramps, and of course nausea. 

About a month ago, my husband looked at me inquisitively and asked, “Have you always had that mole on your face?” All I could do was laugh, it literally appeared overnight and has been growing with my belly ever since (due to the extra hormones). If it continues to rise beyond the surface and demand that everyone acknowledge it, I should give it a name, but all the names I can think of are rather inappropriate.  If it does not disappear (as the doctor suspects it will) the mole will be the first thing to go after delivery.

With my baby lying so low in my belly, she had been using my bladder as her pillow. Every time she moves, I waddle as fast as I can to empty my bladder before it empties itself (which I heard is just another symptom in the latter part of pregnancy). 

With three and a half more months to go, I can only imagine what else might evolve.  Even with all these unpleasant symptoms and strange ailments, I am beaming with joy and I continue to give thanks to God for every day of my pregnancy.

 
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Monday, February 25, 2013

The 6 Month Mark

I can't believe I'm already at six months. This month is another milestone for expectant mothers-to-be. At 24 weeks, the baby has the potential to survive outside the uterus if it happened to be born now.

How wonderful to know that even at 1.32 pounds, modern medicine has made it possible for a baby to survive. Even with that said, I would not want her to come early unless it was an absolute emergency.

Admittedly, I have started to get extremely excited for her arrival. We've started shopping for her crib and bedding; and I started reading every book on birth and newborns that I can get my hands on.

Some of you have kindly asked about my registry. I am registered at amazon.com and target.com. I did some serious research on pricing and both Amazon and Target were cheaper than Babies-R-Us. And the items that I have on Amazon were cheaper or about the same price as Target.

I am baffled as to how many things one really needs for a newborn baby. Both rich and I were laughing about this when we started the registry because we really had no idea what to buy. Thankfully some of my experienced friends provided some guidance.

We signed up for a birthing class and a newborn care class in April - hopefully this will calm some of the jitters we both share about being first time parents.



 
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Monday, February 11, 2013

Kapow!

Last night we were lying in bed when I felt our baby girl kick me. This wasn't her normal movements that I've felt for the last month; it felt like she was kick boxing a punching bag which in essence was me. Her first kick was so strong that it startled me so much that I sprang right out of bed. I could  imagine her saying ...

It happened a few more time that my husband had the pleasure of feeling her kick his hand. What an extraordinary, yet strange feeling but one that is so intensely satisfying and joyous. It was the same exact feeling that your hands get when holding a bag with a goldfish inside -brushes, bumps and wiggles - just inside your stomach.

What's even weirder is watching my stomach move. I've noticed that she is more active after I eat. Last night I had lasagna, so perhaps she wast trying to tell me she didn't like it or maybe that it was too spicy. 

I feel so much happiness knowing that there is an active life living inside of me.  To know that such a miracle is growing nestled deep in my womb, well, it brings tears to my eyes every time I think of it.   To know that God trusted me to be a part of something so holy, so grand, is just unimaginable.

If God can give her such strength in the womb, I believe he will continue to give her inner-strength so that she can conquer life's obstacles with the same intent...Kapow! 

 
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Friday, January 25, 2013

Tears of Joy!


As I lay watching the ultra sound image on the screen, I am suddenly overcome with tears of joy. Not because of the news of having a girl, but for the amazing perfect little life that is inside of me.

While the ultra sound tech examined the images, I was checking off my own concerns; the heart all four ventricles could be seen clearly - check; the stomach, bladder, kidneys were all where they should be - check; and the brain and face had no visible malformations. PRAISE GOD!

What man has done with technology continues to amaze me and in this case, I am blown away. I had no idea that 3-D images can be taken of the baby. Her little hand near her face is just a remarkable image and one that I will cherish forever.


Currently:
  • 5 months pregnant
  • Baby is 12 ounces
  • Length 10 inches
  • Baby is the size of a mango
  • Boobs feel like the size of cantaloupes 
  • Gained 5 pounds
  •  Feeling great


Getting such great news has made focusing on work extremely difficult. I've had to stop several times to wipe away the tears that keep streaming down my face. I am relieved, finally!




Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Tiny Sensations

January 15th

Today, I felt those tiny sensations known as fetal movements. It happened several times while sitting at my desk. I thought at first it might be bloating (which is what I seem to always feel) but then this felt different and it happened a few more times which made me realize it was the baby. It wasn't strong but it certainly made me stop and wait to feel another one.

It felt like a gurgle of air or rather a bubble that popped.

Here I am at 18 weeks. I'm not sure what's growing more rapidly my boobs or my bump.  I can no longer fit into my regular jeans or work clothes. I'm learning to be creative with what I have and what's been given to me. I don't really find many maternity clothes flattering but admittedly I'm comfortable.


Just another symbolic milestone in this journey.

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

New Year, New Beginnings!

January 9, 2013

I am so blessed and thankful for everything God has done in my life. He's given me so much to be grateful for especially the arrival of our baby.

Today, I am 17 weeks and 4 days. I have not felt the baby move yet, but looking forward to the day when I do. My belly has popped out farther than I expected at this point, however I appreciate being able to see something.

I bought a Doppler that allows me to hear the baby's heartbeat. Every other evening, I listen to that wonderful, reassuring sound. This week, the baby is able to hear sounds, so I've made it a point to start talking to my baby or sing (not sure the baby likes that).

In two weeks on January 25th, I will have my 20 week ultra sound. We will find out the gender of the baby and we will also learn about the growth and well-being of Baby Wolf. It's hard not to be anxious about this appointment and excited at the same time.

For the first time in my life, I am really trusting in the Lord - something I have not been good at in the past. I keep reciting Philippians 4:6, Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.

If for some reason, something is wrong, I know God is in control and he has a plan. Though hearing unpleasant news is never easy, I feel prepared to deal with it albeit we continue to pray for a healthy baby.

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